Monday, February 22, 2010

The long waited Wait


I’ve never really gone crazy over babies, or children before (before ‘THE’ ring on my finger). Not that I loathe or despise their presence, but perhaps I was not ready to have one on my own. And it’s not as if I totally don’t like having one around; I do find them fascinating to look at (the cute, adorable ones of course) but I'm definitely not the typical girl who’d go “Owh…! What a cute baby” to any baby in sight.

Not liking babies does not mean I can’t handle one in my arms. Many assume I’m not good with babies or children due to my passive-introvert personality but I really don’t know because I always avoid taking care of them, hee hee.

Anyways, I don’t know if it’s karma or God punishing me but I haven’t been pregnant since I walked the aisle and that fact is making me see red and driving me up the wall.

Even though I took the fertility pills my doctor gave me, my friend still came. Arrrghhhhhh…what’s wrong with me??

2 comments:

The Awhsum Chick! said...

Darling, be rest assured that your time will definitely come. Keep on interceding and keep calm. We, your pals will pray together WITH you for this to happen in His time. :)

Just take good care of yourself ;)

Yaya said...

awwwhhh..i feel u babe..we're on the same boat.but don't u lose faith.the time will come.for u,for me and others who longed to become mothers.till then,enjoy ur love life with mr.hubster! :)