Is it really normal?

I was waiting at the lobby when someone asked me this: "Is is normal to not want to have kids at all?". of course without hesitation i said: "Everyone goes through that stage in their life".

but do u really want to know what i really think? I really am positively sure, that u're perfectly normal if you ever thought or if u think that way. U see, i dont think this has got to do with one's culture,or whatsoever that we always think so, i think it's part of life; it's what we go through and those external factors are influencing us on how we think and live our life. Whatever it is, the right time would come and one day you'd wake up from your sleep and suddenly decide that you want to have kids. I believe that God makes us think the way we are now because He has planned it to be like that. Why? You'll never know...because He knows what's best for us. Maybe He makes u think that way because He wants you to learn some things out of thinking that way.

What if something else; something unwanted and petrifying comes out of the whole matter? Refer back to the creator of Heaven and earth!

YuuuHUUUUuuu...In langkawi here i am, with nothing to do but to sit there and then, i'm listeing to the music of aluminium tin, no wonder...it's their world their in. i see people riding on jet skies, i wish i could be on....

laaaadiiidaaa..yes..yes...YESSSS..yesterday we went island hoping...wasnt my first time but it was more fun and wet...BUGGGGHH... i wanna swim so badly but it's very scary if i dont wear my contact lens...but if i do, i'll get salt water in my eyes and that's gonna hurt them and that aint good...we spent about 8 hours in the car just to get to kuala perlis...the jam to get in and out of ipoh was REALLY bad...all cars were crawlling on the road and i tell u, it was a MAJOR jam! and when we got to kuala perlis, thank god Prof Jafaar was there to help out. the q at the jetty was mighty long and the place was so congested with humans and busses and cars...owhh gosh...i dont know what would happen if there wasn;t prof jafaar and to help us out with buying the tickets and the hospitality. after all the waiting and inquiring...we managed to get a ticket at 7pm..*PhEW*...However...our ferry was delayed for alsmot and hour...aiyoo..i almost die for suffication in the ferry coz it was packed and i was breathing the ferry's engine's smoke all the while..BUGHHHH..eh eh..i'm so hungry..

I can't help falling IN LOVE with the puppies in A*teen's clip!

Life isn't a bed of roses love!

being where i am now doesnt really give me sores on myself. i'm beginning to accept the reality that i am meant to be where i am for the time being. i cant lie though, that i feel disappointed, and quite down in the mouth because i know my value when i'm out there. i must admit that i do feel envious of my friends who have managed to break free from prision. but then again, i feel thankful because i think if i were to be elsewhere, i dont have the energy to slog myself with up coming challenges...for sure...God knows our limits and we should trust him on that...and like i said , this place that i am now, is not my home, i'm just a passer through and if it is my time to leave, i'll be there, at the place where i belong. *sigh*...sometimes i always ask myself...what is it that they have, that i dont? why are mine all unsuccessful? seriously, i just cant help but to wanting to know the asnwers to these questions...am i really that bad at what i am doing right now? i dont think so. i enjoy it, i really do, but the condition of the institution makes everything else that i;ve planned impossible. u know, sometimes i wish...............forget it. i miss hanging out with deb...fel...bren..i miss being in the same room as them, quarelling with each other and then reconciling...being misunderstood by each other and then somehow naturally things would patch up...i really miss them! now that we're heading our own directions...how i wish there was only one from the start. life is so harsh towards us...dont u agree with me?

isk..isk..my blog's layout looks so messy! here i am in the office with no nani beside me or no nana in front of me...only aie across me, on my right side. she's busy typing so i'm guessing she's bz blogging..that's why i thought it was a great idea to impersonate what she's doing now.owh..the nefarious witch is approaching and is saying something in evil language to the 2 evil-wicked witches behind us..brrrr...chills running down my spine..takutnya..if only i have the power to zap wicked people around me...owh..santa just walked passed me and is joining the 3 witches..i pity santa..the other day some people were saying about getting something for him but nothing's been done so far...hmm...i'm always putting on my thinking cap...and my thoughts were always good deeds but why is it so difficult for me to put it into reality? when i sit to have quiet time with myself, the ideas flows like the river of life but..but..u see, this is so me. i always lost track of what i'd want to say or write. ignore me..i'm just spinning around,so get out of my way. i was late for work a few minutes due to the jam at the section 2 round about. my car was parked in the compound about 15 minutes to 9 but i dellie dallie n pretended to be busy "clearing" up stuff in my car as i wanted to avoid accidentaly bumping into certain people.

A strong woman/man works out every day to keep their body in shape.

But a woman/man of strength kneels in prayer to keep their soul in shape.

A strong woman/man isn't afraid of anything.

But a woman and a man of strength show courage in the midst of their fear.

A strong woman/man won't let anyone get the best of them.

But a woman and a man of strength give the best of theirs to everyone.

A strong woman/man walks sure footedly.

But a woman and a man of strength know God will catch them when they fall.

A strong woman/man wears the look of confidence on their face.

But a woman and a man of strength wear grace.

A strong woman/man has faith that they are strong enough for the journey.

But a woman and a man of strength have faith that it is in the journey that they will become

strong.

*...What GOes arounD coMes arOund...*

Anxiously waiting...

I'm anxiously waiting for news...any news about it..it's driving me up the wall, i'm pricking my pimples, waiting impaitently for anything...it was only yesterday but as each second pass it seems to fade into thin air..owhh gosh!!this is torture!!!waaaa..waaaa..waaa..

dada...convict..

hello peeps!!!this is my first time posting something here..wow..i'm really doing it........*fuh..fuh..* i'm not so used to typing my thoughts, i usually write them and no..it doesnt take much of my time..because i enjoy writing..YES!
i was watching national geography the other day...or was it yesterday?*hmm..*..and it was about this air crash investigation. fuyooo..it scared my shadow (i was watching it in the dark...) and i couldnt imagine if i were in the passangers' shoes(but i did, couldnt help it...)..tsk..tsk..tsk..while imagining all those horrible stuff happening to myself or my loved ones, suddenly my thoughts were brought back to that moment when i was in the plane on my way back to kl. u know why? coz all the while we were in the plane, an idiot had his mobile phone on. the funny thing is, he had his football team with him (his wife and countless of his children...yes, they were such a big family) and he couldnt careless about their safety. i think it's either he lost 20 points of his IQ or...he's a man living on his own island. i was of course furious...but yala..being me..i didnt have the guts to tell him off or advise him. i just stared at him...hoping that he'd receive my telepathy message but , of course that didnt happen..i just ended up hurting my eyes and my eye lids(ngok btol aku). THANK GOD nothing happened coz anything is possible, rite? most of the time, these kind of people are better off being 6 feet underground kan? i find them really really tremendously annoying. you see...i'm bored already..*YAWNS...*